1:55 PM
tO mR ********** oN mY tAg BoArD.......
yes mr ******** do start feeling honoured i'm posting about u.....only hope get to read this.....so u think u're a mr cool going through cyberspace with a unknown name...leaving ppl in wonder.....u think oh cool nobody knows.....hey GOD knows.....u think just because u know one of my many gazzilion secrets u can make a joke about it and get away......laugh come on laugh....thats so cowardly......and if u thought that saying dun feel broken hearted and she ain't worth it is a way to comfort me and try to get over her then well u're heck wrong.....thats definately stupidity to the max....oh yah....u know wat wat do u mean she ain't worth it if she can't even make me happy....u dun even know la ok.....even being around her showed me the meaning of joy that u can't even ever experience.....so yah mr mysterious ********** person.....u dun know nothing why dun u just shutt up......boy u really ticked me off this time....
Monday, November 22, 2004
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11:58 PM
aNd I wAs PlAyInG aNd FlIpPiNg My Ic.......
and i was thinking.......hmmmm....this is really a long holiday and like its a really gd time to TRY and change my attitude.....(i caps the try word 4 a reason k...so that if i fail trying certain ppl wun keep using my failure as a insult againts me la...)haha.....well....its the joker attitude i'm trying to get rid laa.....i mean its for really the better of me?.....i mean hey its the o's next year....and getting the serious attitude would be great ain't it.....i mean better concentration better almost everything.....oh yah of course there's the saying all work and no play makes a guy a dull person so yah i mean i can joke but i'm gonna aim it at like 20% joker and 80% serious....but yet again 50 50 sounds better haha....well gotta decide the jamming at jozer's house was ok i guess.....we managed to get fluent wid the starting of the song....not bad for a start la..
***just a thought....wats the point of making ppl smile/happy if u urself ain't happy at all....unless seeing the joy of ppl's smile/happiness makes u smile/happy...***
***and another thought.....a wounded heart even if mended will still have scar, and the scar will always be there....likewise feelings should and shan't be toyed with....***
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
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7:53 PM
sup sup ppl.....sx double d in da house.....haha ok enough toying around....got that new name sx double d from my initials like stated in my ic saechang xian dong dean......haha.....super dumb....anyways the first caroling prac went well i guess?....only like lets say about 15 came....but hey come to think bout it not bad already for a start considering the missions thingy and the o's and a's level....yah.....anyways the holis are lets say kinda dead hope i dun go crazy and like do stupid stuff again esp during camps(<-- a.k.a. this year's march camp i think....remember the few of us maurice amanda chongz natalie and me doing marsh mallow stuffing and water drinking games....haha...)anyways enough side trekking into the past....haha....can be so stupid, scary, fun , yet cold at times haha....i guess most ppl do stuff without thinking about the conciquences yah?.....hahah well i'm just looking back at it and laughing and going wat a stupid kiddo i am....haha....just looking back.....sx double d signing out.....bye kidz....
Thursday, November 11, 2004
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11:18 PM
hey all just did the disc personality test haha got it from ben's web got a 20 for dominance , 56 for influence , 16 for steadiness and an 8 for conscientous....haha.... quite fun doing all these test....u ppl should try it out...
Thursday, November 04, 2004
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3:25 PM
hey all.....muacks muacks sweet ineternet i fianlly got it back muhahahahahaha.....its mine now my precious internet......okok enough retardation over the inetrnet no nig deal only didn't have it for
5 long days.....phew almost died....haha....anyways its the holidays......well well boy is it gonna be another activity filled holiday hope that i can take it down a knotch coz this will be my last veru fun holiday b4 i enter the grueling sec 4 where i'll study my head off....well.....time for me to enjoy.......bye.......
sweet internet....hehe
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
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