10:46 AM

tO tHaT oNe PeRsOn, YeS oNlY u.....

hey sup its like eons since i blogged but its the bussyness of the festive season i guess....well its like people teeling me i'm not myself these days.....a lot of ppl have been telling me that my great big smile that once used to be there 24/7 is now gone.lost.poof. without a trace....instead its this big frown....its not a normal frown....its this frown of confusion, loneliness and frustration.....its never like this for me man,.....boy is this messed up.....its the festive season yet the expression is not a smile but a frown....many tell me that they see right through me and see thoughts that trouble me that is way beyond my capability of solving.....but yet again its an easy problem just wat way do i decided to use to slove is wat that makes thats huge difference.....not knowing wat to do......i dun want another repetition of wat has been happening these past 2 years going on 3....but if its a problem that GOD wants me to go through to become a better man than i'm gladly to receive that challenge and face it....only hoped that u could read this....but chances are u're too stuck up in ur own world.....2 worlds almost totally opposite.....

Friday, December 24, 2004
//flow thru' you

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