11:22 PM
hey all a lil update on me life yea.... well found a job as a waiter at safra bukit merah's cafe haha yea dunno wats the pay like but yea i start on sat and yea i'm gonna be workin 10 hours on that day...hrump.....well went to play pool wid chang before the expresso concert....was great yea the performances and all....but yea electrico was the best hahaha.....well....wat to say there might be hope for singapore talent hahah....well gtg now peace out ya'll.... the best song- IF
Friday, March 31, 2006
//flow thru' you
8:18 PM
ah well its back to free time that i have again ....no school no work no nothing....feels sucky many tell me that oh u're lucky this and u're lucky that that u've so much time but the truth is too much free time just sux...i mean one week away from school's great but 3 months? i'm dying of bordem here...its times like these that i really really start to regret not doing better in school and less fooling around....i guess i just need something to do till poly term starts man... i need friends to hang out wid la... just too boring wid just me and myself home alone :(
Monday, March 27, 2006
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8:20 PM
was out wid chunky on monday haha he came back for 2 weeks...watched date movie for the second time...after the movie i saw 2 missed calls from my sis, called back and to my surprise my sis said the most beautiful words i ever heard...haha u got accepted into ngee ann poly haha...i was super happy...today went out to np collected the package and yea went to meet joe at bamoral and then went out later wid him ben lim chang cheryl chong and justin watched big momma's house 2 then yea came home....boring life? nope enojoying my last few free days... :)
-a miracle,the past haunts me no longer i'm free and i'm happy and i hope u r too,coz i wish u are, u know i hate to see ya sad....friends?
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
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8:29 PM
wow its finally over 2 months of hard work and preperations and like the final week of fun and torment and all the stay overs at church haha its finally over family day's finally over....oh man i'll miss all the fun i had...and the ppl that i'm come to know better... its as if it was a significant chapter of my life , heck wat am i saying it definatelty was u know why it was in this way of serving HIM that i found joy.... and as for my life its getting great by the day i can finally say yes now i know wat it is liek to smile and wats the true meaning of friendship and joy....just filled wid happiness....
-HE's so wonderfull, HE's just amazing.....
Sunday, March 19, 2006
//flow thru' you
8:40 PM
its not that i dun forgive its not that i dun let go off the past, its just a phrase of recovery where the hauntings comes back...ah well i'm learning to deal wid it now,i will over come it just watch me i will.... -
goodbye hauntings
Sunday, March 12, 2006
//flow thru' you
9:43 PM
and so it goes
i linger on,
a body moving without its soul,
all seems lost,
wat is it like to feel?
wat is it like to be happy?
i know i can't just give life up,
for its not my own to take,
but yet the hauntings are too painfull,
the crude hauntings of my past,
no, no, i just can't give life up.
so on i continue,
and live out each day,
bearing the pain,i will live,
for i draw strength from HIM.
i will try to smile,
and hide the pain,
so that it doesn't consume me,
so that it doesn't drive me to wit's end.
today was just another day,
of the many where the haunting came back to stay......
its an original piece, so i'm sorry if its not up to anybody's standards,but who cares, i'm just expressing my sorrows,for its eating me inside out.based on my reality, yes its another one of those shity days, i just feel extremely terrible about myself,i feel as if i shouldn't have even existed.................... -
wun u just sing me to sleep, where all my sorrows drift away
Friday, March 10, 2006
//flow thru' you
9:43 PM
and so it goes
i linger on,
a body moving without its soul,
all seems lost,
wat is it like to feel?
wat is it like to be happy?
i know i can't just give life up,
for its not my own to take,
but yet the hauntings are too painfull,
the crude hauntings of my past,
no, no, i just can't give life up.
so on i continue,
and live out each day,
bearing the pain,i will live,
for i draw strength from HIM.
i will try to smile,
and hide the pain,
so that it doesn't consume me,
so that it doesn't drive me to wit's end.
today was just another day,
of the many where the haunting came back to stay......
its an original piece, so i'm sorry if its not up to anybody's standards,but who cares, i'm just expressing my sorrows,for its eating me inside out.based on my reality, yes its another one of those shity days, i just feel extremely terrible about myself,i feel as if i shouldn't have even existed.................... -
wun u just sing me to sleep, where all my sorrows drift away
//flow thru' you
12:28 PM
living on HIS mercies,for the past was so dreadfull....
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
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