12:21 PM
well exams are over i'm glad, so yea 2 months of holiday probably gonna find a job and earn some cash... just found out that my holiday is till like 15 oct. so yea no church camp and watsoever.... so unfair but yea that just means camp will be more peacefull an fun for the rest... ah well just played soccer this morning and the guys are slackin at derrick's house now , after which we'll be going for sake sushi buffet haha yea...gtg bye!
Monday, August 28, 2006
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12:37 PM
well teh planetshakers' concert last week was awesome..and i just noticed its like 4 more days to the exams and i'm slackin in j8 mac's studyin wid zhi wei....well i'm so glad that the sem's ending, coz i can look forward to the extremely long holiday after that i hope its till like dec1st so i can go for like church camp if they decide to push it up...but well even if i can't go i guess i'll just sulk and sulk more in poly...no big deal...haha well gtg now
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
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4:30 PM
all alone now in school trying to kill time omg this just sux big time... i wonder sometimes how cool it would be to just disappear like poof...imagine, no problems, no troubles, nobody finding fault wid u...just pure quietness...sure it might be boring, but i bet it'll definately be relaxing...just found out like 3 hours ago that there's FOP tonight. DAMMIT I WANNA GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yea no one to go wid so yea ah well rights? Wonderful how my GOD works i tell ya just when u're on the verge of giving up on life, he just comes by and gives u a few reasons to live on. For me now my reasons to live on is :
a) To make use of the talents HE's given me
b)To not dissappoint HIM after HE's done so much just to create me
c)To continue experiencing HIS mercies
d)To continue to praise and serve HIM
those reasons are just enough to drive me to swollow the pain and live on this shitty life....
Friday, August 04, 2006
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3:50 PM
A story..i wrote out of bordemthere once was a boy named sharkie, who lived happily, in riches, with a happy family, although they didn't see eye to eye at times. Sharkie's parents were loving parents, and ment the best for sharkie.
One day sharkie's dad discovered a way of earning money quickly, and it was through this very very bad thing called gambling, it was called the stock market. Sharkie's dad grew fonder and fonder of money by the day. Liking soon became obsession, and sharkie's dad was hooked on playing the stock market. One day, sharkie's dad decided to get a bank loan, and make it big through this way of quick money earning. Little did sharkie's dad know that this was going to be his biggest mistake of his entire life. So in the 'investment money' went, but to no avil, the stock market crashed, and gone was his money.
Next thing he knew, in came lawsuits and courtroom drama.Sharkie's dad was declared bunkrupt. Assets were seized, and sharkie's family had to move out. Sharkie's mum was devastated by wat happened, and had constant arguments and quarrels because of this incident. Poor little sharkie and his sister could do nothing but just watch and weep.
The days were though, and money was hard to earn, but they lived through. One day sharkie found someone who could take away all his pain and sorrows HIS name was GOD. Sharkie was now a christian, and went to church. He loved it there, as not only did he love his GOD very much, he also loved the friends who cared for him that came along with it a lot.
Sharkie also met a very good friend friend from church, and they were the best of friends. They spent lots of time together, fooling around, an having fun. Although sharkie had money problems, he still went on to have fun, and also went on to continue to love GOD, no matter wat troubles he went through.
Years passed and sharkie was now older. He fell in love with a girl. Sharkie loved her so much that he placed all his trust in her, he would even die for her if it was ment to be. In her sharkie found comfort and humanly love he did not receieve from his parents.Sharkie was once again happy, he wouldn't bother whether he was deaf, dumb or lame, as long as he was with her, he would be contented with life, be it poor or rich. The girl ment happiness to sharkier, it just made him a extremely contented person. He heavily depended on being around her for the love that he would get.
One day, the girl told sharkie that she just didn't like him anymore. Sharkie was devastated. He was so sad that he went into a serious case of depression, and even thought of dying. As for sharkie, there was nothing to look forward in life.There was just nothing in life to look forward to, no family to look forward to as it was now a broken family, no girl to look forward to, basically he felt very shitty.
He knew that taking his life was not worth it, so he lived on. Everyday was like a living hell to sharkie. He had to live on with a pain so unbearable, it was almost like being condemned. Sure there were times where friends cheered him up, or jokes kept the pain at bay, but he knew that that pain would come back somehow. It was like a terror eating him from the inside out.
His life just became harder by the day, with more money issues rising,and not to mention peer pressure. Sharkie just doesn't know what to do, he wants to give it all up but he know he can't. He sometimes wonder whether this life is all worth living for, the loveless life filled with pain.He wonders why doesn't GOD above just take him away, back to the heavenly kingdom.
Imagine such a kid, filled with so many problems, and so much sorrow, wat would u do if u were him, would u just give up?i know i would.so why isn't sharkie giving up? u know why, he's just to shocked and confused by all thats happening.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
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3:20 PM
this world's just cruel...i just wanna go home that home above..
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9:47 AM
confidence- teddy geiger..... go listen to that
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
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