4:59 PM
ah wells watch night service's tonight and i'm super tired la...at maurice's house now chilling later gonna head over to yi xian's ah wells gonna go rest now wake up at 7 bb
Sunday, December 31, 2006
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8:30 PM
well christmas's finally here, and its good, and whats better is that the days leading up to it were as great... and so the new year draws in, and i ask myself, is this year complete?is it a year where i'll say hmm yea great year, everything was complete or would i go, oh how i wished i could have done this too in this year... well one answer, i believe this year is complete , with its many surprises, and for that i'm greatfull to the LORD that it is so....
Monday, December 25, 2006
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12:51 PM
christmas in 4 days!!!!!! oh my oh my i still have somemore last minute wrapping and stuff to do hahaha.... i'm like stonning at home waiting for time to pass so that the time for me to go town to meet zhi wei will come by sooner haha.. haha saw lynn yesterday with someone!!!hahahaahah
Friday, December 22, 2006
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2:57 AM
hahah at yi xian's house now, its like 3 am, just finished watching jackass 2 the movie damn funny man...hahah its like the bomb of all pranks in one movie hahaah watch it for kicks!!!hahaha
Thursday, December 21, 2006
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8:20 PM
ah well finally in thew middle of the holiday and i can start to feel the pressure of school buliding up as the starting date draws nearer... the projects and tests and rugby season opening again... oh my, one more last push dean one more till that 3 month long vacation which spells freedom...
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
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11:03 AM
u know what... today i woke up with a smile on my face, and i told myself, yea its finally over, and i've finally moved on...
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
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9:38 PM
i finally got the closure. not what my desires wanted, but i'm still gratefull, thank you very much i appreciated you for being able to tell me finally when i asked. so yea now the chapter's finally completed with those last few words of closure, painfull, saddening yet i still smile, coz now i'm able to move on....thank you once again _ _ _ _i_
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
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4:16 PM
Yesterday night I took a trip down memory lane, thoughts of my past started flashing through my head, both happy and sad of course along came tears with those thoughts, I just couldn't hold them back... Too long have I been keeping my thoughts and emotions to myself, too long have I not spoken from my heart, too long have I been left confused, and too long have I been left unanswered , If you are reading this and i hope u know who you are if u're not sure you are the one i'm talking about just clearify with me, if u're reading this dun get it wrong i'm not angry with you i need closure because i never did get a proper answer from you so too long i've been left hurt , so i beg you pls just tell me closure even if it means awkwardness, because i dun care its eating me from the inside out and i'm on the brink of insanity because of it...
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10:55 PM
it just sucks man i tell you everyone's having fun and i'm stuck studyin (
T.T)
Sunday, December 10, 2006
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11:54 AM
i've got a smile on my face, and i believe its because one the many chapters of my life has finally came to an end, with a clourse that i'm happy with, what a great feeling it is, one of the many burdens on my mind finally released... it was definately one interesting chapter filled with emotional ups and downs, depressions and happy memories, i think i should call this specific chapter : dawsa ,the third.....
Saturday, December 09, 2006
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6:44 PM
was busing home the other day and was just wondering wat is christmas really about?
the present exchanges?
the lovely light displays at orchad?
spending that special holiday with your special someone?
that nice family christmas dinner?
that all so cool party at that all so trendy club?
yes, it may seem as if any of the above could just replace the true meaning of christmas, or maybe for some of us it already has, or in other cases some dun even know wat the real meaning of christmas is, and have chosen one of the above as our defination of christmas.
its just sad if it is like such, christmas was when HE was born, brought into this world for one single purpose, for the salvation of man. Yet we celebrate christmas with other intentions, those that do not even mention or acknowledge the birth of a Saviour. Sad isn't it, sad how men have forgotten.
I know i have forgotten the meaning of christmas admist the lively celebrations in past years, but no worries, dun dwell in past mistakes, move on, make a stand, make a stand to remember wat christmas is really about and share the word.
Past years when the christmas season is nearing, i would feel excited, happy that this special holiday is coming, but not for this year, it just felt as if it was just another normal day of life, no excitement, no feeling. Yea, i know some friends out there tell me that its just poly life, all that school and all stressing me out, and i'm not used to having school during december, but its not i tell you. I believe its something more than that. I believe God's trying to make me remember something, and i believe that something is remembering about the true meaning of christmas. So this year, my reason for joining caroling and Shineforth's christmas band is not for the sake of serving Him or being on stage, its for expressing my desire of spreading the word through music and song.
yea and i'm a little bummed that my holiday starts on 16th dec.
Friday, December 01, 2006
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