12:30 PM
well had rado BBQ session yesterday at ECP haha was quite fun to put it in short hahaha wells...gd time of fun , gd food, and gd company haha yea...
on a seperate note, was just thinking about this the other day, what if all your friends were just acting to accept you, but behind your back you're the topic of their insults and butt of all their jokes. Well i admit i've somewhat done it to people before, but it somehow hit me yesterday, what if you were in that person's shoes, what if the people you regard as your friends actually hate you or think you're weird, but never wanted to tell you...
i dunno i guess its just a time of insecurity i'm going through again or maybe its just something telling me to be more considerate about the people around me, i'm not sure....but yea i guess i just gotta learn to be nicer and smile more...
Saturday, April 28, 2007
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2:07 AM
well made a last minute decision to meet zheng yang at wala for drinks and watch the soccer match haha well so there went homework time, and in came a half pint of beer, 1 B-52 shooter and 1 snowball, and lots of food...haha.... its 2 am, and i half to be in church at 730 to helf set up and all... hiaz stupid acs(barker) SYF ppl, making me and joel's job a hell of a tiresome one... well God forgives them, so will i, i guess haha....
Sunday, April 22, 2007
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4:49 PM
well waiting for training to start, currently slackin under some shelter just 5meters away from the block 50 field, staring the sunset, semi day dreaming, and wondering what is my purpose in poly, and what i really wanna get outta it...
i guess i've thought about the first part of the question before, but i've not really considered what i want to get out of this 3 years of education, and i think its better if i start thinking about it, i mean at least that way poly life wouldn't be that boring, since i have a goal to work towards and that way i'll also stop whinning about how sucky poly life is heh.... just some random thoughts before training...
Friday, April 20, 2007
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10:35 PM
betrayed by the emotions, played by the feelings, oh how deceiving the human mind can be...OK that had totally no relevance to me haha, for i'm happily living my life, without much doubt or worries, well thank God, just dunno how long this care free life can last though haha...wells had my first IS class of the year and i must say i'm lucky to get a teacher who's super friendly and who's christian too and also has musical background haha.. now i can ask her for help if i need any with music theory heh, since she claims she used to teach at yamaha, which is cool heh, oh she looks 50, so yea thats one funky gradma teacher who can teach both music and IS modules heh.. well thats pretty much all for the day... back to carefree life once again
singlehood is when one starts to refine his or herself, to be a better person, and once you get attached, you'll miss the freedom and joy of singlehood... -quoted from melvin tan(the one from BRMC who's studyin medcine in U.K. now), haha you told me that about 2-3 years back, but i somewhat suddenly remembered it, and finally understood what it fully meant, cheers man...wherever you are hahah
Thursday, April 19, 2007
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12:12 PM
to be stabbed in the back by a person you thought was a friend without knowing that you were stabbed, and then finally realising the truth about the matter, oh what pain.....
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11:06 PM
well 3 fun and exciting days of BAOC are finally over, and i must say it was a blast, full of fun and good memories. Met new people, new friends, and yea had a lot of fun heh, see the emphasis on fun haha... i also won the award for best SC(student co-ordinator) for my group, so yea thanks rene, kevin and audris for choosing me as the best SC, i owe u guys one... oh yes and there were lots of cheering too haha so much so that i've been left voiceless hahaha...wells school's starting in a few days' time, so yea i'm off to enjoying the rest of my holidays... too all the dorado3 freshmen, you guys were great, and it was cool to see you guys having fun and bond well as a group!join BAOC next year!
Friday, April 13, 2007
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7:26 PM
imagine if there was a pause button in life, in which all living things just comes to a halt when pressed, and only the person who pressed it is allowed freedom of movement. If such a button existed, wouldn't it just be great, walking through the streets, looking at everything at a standstill. If i could have that chance i'll press that button, take my time to reflect on my hectic life, reflect on my past, and count my blessing. I would also use that opportunity to visit all the places that held much of my life's memories, be it painfull or joyfull, only then can i really take my time to just look back on each specific memory each spot held, and just laugh or cry, and just feel the full impact of the different emotions that resulted from those incidents. Only after all that would i hit the resume button, and go back to my hectic, and sometimes meaningless life, and be lost in it, until the button "pause" comes by again....
Sunday, April 08, 2007
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11:14 PM
haha ive been in school everyday(just noticed), busy with all the orientation stuff hahaha... and i've found this cool game to play on miniclipgames its called skywire haha go check it out man!
Friday, April 06, 2007
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11:51 PM
ah wells lets see the stuff that i did today, go repair my laptop at jurong, which was super far, waited for like 1 and a hlaf hours for the queue to reach my turn then waited another 2 hours for them to repiar which was quite fast, i went with zhi wei btw, wells went to school to help out at baoc after that, painted a lil, drew a lil, then went for soccer at barker with the aussie ppl who came back, then went to derrick's house to have dinner, then went to island creamery and then we turned the bench mr ronald macdonald was sitting on around to face island creamery for fun, then yea went home after that haha what an eventfull day....LOL
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
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